Hi! I just decided to create a photo collage , to show guys what I am like . My personality, my likes, my world; this basically sums up who I am. I just wanted to give you a visual representation of who I am. I love to draw, drawing is one of my talents. Its just what I am really good at, I think I am more creative than academic really. I mean I might be seen as geek but I have my weak points, I am not the best at every subject But I certainly aint dumb dumb either *cough cough* ‘Joey Essex’ or like ‘Paris Hilton’.Sorry I am just being honest, dont expect too much from me or completely dismiss me as dumb. I am neither.But I do love quiet time in the library. Or messing/mucking about with paint in the art room. I am socially awkward. I can be as quiet as a mouse, but my mind is on cloud nine; I am a complete pyscho! I am just so damn good at hiding my craziness, once you get to know me I am like 50 shades of pink-happy,sad,crazy,fun,boring,intellectual,daring,fearful and weird.
The lyric of the week comes from TLC’s track ‘Unpretty’. TLC are an American all girl group, that were very popular in the 1990’s, and they are still relevant now composed of singers Tboz and Chilli and rapper Left eye Lopes the group was very successful.Their album ‘Crazy Sexy Cool helped solidify TLC’s place as the best selling female group of all time. Unfortunately Left eye died in a car accident almost a year after Aaliyah’s passing, but they will always be in my heart. Many people are familiar with their hits ‘No Scrubs’, ‘Creep’ etc On october 21, VH1 premiered a biographical movie based on the career of TLC the film starred Keke Palmer as Chilli, Lil Mama as Left-Eye and Drew Sidora as TBoz. The premiere broadcast garnered 4.5 million viewers.
But I am love with ‘Unpretty’ because as a young teen girl I can relate to this song a lot. Its not about parties or getting drunk but about , beauty and insecurities.“I wish I could tie you up in my shoes make you feel unpretty too”-TLC ‘Unpretty’ Dont you ever feel that way when you are in awe of someones beauty, and you sigh to yourself ‘they dont know how pretty they are’. Or when you see pretty popular girls walk past you and deep inside you that they will never feel as ugly as you do almost everyday of your life.They dont know how it feels to be ugly, cause they have boys falling at their feet, they are popular, everyone knows their name. I dont experience any of that;I am just that ugly geeky girl that has no boyfriend. I know how it feels to be unpretty. Have you ever felt unpretty inside? I love this song so much, if I listen to the slow version of the song I get teary, and emotional , so I prefer to listen to the upbeat version with the rap.
‘You can buy your hair if it won’t grow You can fix your nose if he says so You can buy all the make up That M.A.C. can make But if you can’t look inside you Find out who am I too Be in the position to make me feel So damn unpretty I’ll make you feel unpretty too’
Dont you ever feel underestimated? By your teachers, even by your own friends! They may think you cant get that A* or A+, that you are below average.Or they laugh at you when you aim high …they think that you … Continue reading →
R.I.P to those who died in the bus crash 2day. Value life. I was afraid that my friend was in the crash hopefully she wasnt bcuz she dont take that bus #thank God.This time yesterday i was in that area , and many others I know. It is a priviledge to be alive, instead of complaining, count your blessings .Being alive is one of em!
Well this week has been quite ..bad. I had to do something that I thought I would never do.Nor would I have known it would get to this point, ‘but it is,what it is’. Something had to be done, about this girl! Lord knows what her problem was. New home, new school a new area. I wanted to start afresh; one of the things I wanted were a group of cool new friends; and to be popular. Now looking back I realize that being popular aint ‘all that’. But I am content ,I have reliable friends that are not fake ..or ditch me. They stick up for me in my time of need. It was just the ‘friend’ of my friends that has a problem with me. For some bizarre reason. Now I dont know this girl, everything I heard about her was negative ..from what I heard, everyone hated her.I was nice enough to give her a chance, since she had no friends of her own. She just decided to hang with my gang randomly; didnt have a problem with her. I even stuck up for her when she got bullied. But no! She had to bully me back ..which is ridiculous. What did I get? Insults hurled at me..objects too! Threatened. Intimidated. And my friends taken away from me at lunch times. Every week she had a new rumor or accusation against me. Just when I thought it would settle down she would slap me in the face[ not literally]. She is a nightmare. I have never had to deal with such . I ALWAYS get along with everyone in school. So I had to get it dealt with officially. Yes, officially! I usually never get in to trouble, I dont mess about when it comes to school. I dont like trouble or drama. It was hard , but my friends pushed me to get her done. So we did ,I was so scared I didnt want a detention for something I didnt do, nor parents called in. She is a sneaky cheat and would lie her way through . Every 1 warned me about her. They were right! She is a liar. During classes I felt knots in my stomach because I thought I was gonna get a detention slip….or worse get ‘called out’.When that teacher came in and ‘called me out’ I felt sick and scared. Before she opened the door ; I had a kick in my stomach. I knew I was gonna get called out. She was really nice and she understood the problem. When I had to write the report I was gonna cry .It has been awful experience. Now its over. She cant even come up to me, touch me. Do anything. Lol . Anytime she sees me she puts on her fake smile. Finally the battle over. At the end of the day, you go to school to learn, not to defend yourself .
I am unknown girl ..I am just an ordinary teenager trying to escape the harsh reality of life, by engaging in something, interacting with other people I don’t know or see. The harsh reality? School,bullies, and stress. Yes I am not that social….but I am loyal and trustworthy. But I am not a popular ..or a pretty super model for sure. Nor do I have boys willing to give their all to be with me, or boys that even think I am pretty ,for me. Yes ! I am weird a maybe a little odd. But I am not an alien, I am a human being and I am sure you can relate to me at some point. You will understand and discover who unknown girl is if you follow me xox. Engage,Enjoy,Escape Like.Share.follow Peace!